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Originally posted @ 10:51am Oct. 23
Yus yus, here I am again. Actually posting something.

Well, for anyone that's been watching the news over here in Cali, they probably know about the big fires out here. You others probably know too, for that matter. Well, the call finally came in to our house, warning us that we should probably evacuate.

So, I know sit in the back room of my grandmother's house with my sister, waiting it out. Hopefully we packed up for nothing, and will be able to return to life as it was.

So far I've missing a day and a half of work, and Rachel hasn't been in school at all this week. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. I suppose we'll just have to wait and see.

Originally posted @ 12:14pm Oct 23
Well, update time!

The fire has moved, apparently. And is heading towards where we are here at my Grandmother's.

We might have to leave again, we're just waiting for the phone call. If we do have to leave, I don't think I'll be able to update anymore. I have internet access here at Grandma's, but next we'd be heading to my Uncle's. And I don't think I'm brave enough to ask them. Haha

Okay so I'm in a pretty bad mood right now, so I'll apologize right off the bat for any cursing.

I was having a pretty damn good day today.  It's raining, and it's just beautiful outside.  I got to jump in a puddle and at the same time splash Albert, how deserved it, for even considering leaving work at normal time and leaving me to stay overtime by myself.  Then I get home, watch some StarGate with the family. <3 I love that show so much.  ;____; First halves of the season finales... so now I have to wait a week for them to show the last part......... >.<

So, I get on the internet at like.... 10.  Stay up quite late on the vague hope that a friend will get on so I can get a chance to talk to them since we didn't get to talk yesterday (yes, I know I'm an idiot for even bothering to wait to talk to you.  Sometimes my stupidity astounds me.)

But of course, they just don't show up... Noooo... They come on.  I say hi.  Get half-assed answers that should have tipped me off right off the bat that this was one of their 'asshole to angie' nights.  >.< But of course, noooo... being the fucking idiot I am, I keep trying to talk with them.  How stupid of me.  Because of course, they don't WANT to talk to me.

So yeah, now I'm pissed, and I keep feeling like crying.  But I already did earlier when they first said it, so it's all good.

A whole day of good feelings and great things happening, all gone down the tube because of one asshole that I shouldn't give a shit about anyway.  If I didn't, I wouldn't have to worry and be upset by this shit.

>.<  If this had happened sometime last year, I'd probably be having mild suicidal thoughts.  mostly involving taking the whole bottle of Tylenol that's in the cabinet in the kitchen.

Maybe if I added some other things with it they would have actually killed me, rather then just probably make me VERY sick.  And probably have to go to the hospital.

But, I'm over those thoughts now. ^-^ I'm quite happy to say so, actually.  Though now I wanna know if it would.  O.o not by trying it out thought... googling it sounds good to me.